But on that off chance you find something out ... well... you can either lay there or take it or go the other route and stand up and say 'No, it's not OK.'
I went for the 'no its not ok.' Which for me is an amazing feat. I'm the queen of denial.
Today I found out that I will stand up and fight for what what I want and what is mine. I deserve more. I deserve what I give. I realized that I don't have to take it. I won't take it. I'm not OK with that. Prepared for the worst, but hoping for the best. Got it all out there. No holding back. And I got what I wanted.
I feel as if there is no choice but to learn and grow from life's challenges. This one was an experience. One I'd never like to repeat, but am grateful for the lesson. I'm thinking and hoping that this will make us stronger and better together.
If it doesn't kill you it only makes you stronger.
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You've really grown up this week. You've learned:
a) you're a funny blogger
b) you're an awesome communicator
c) you have nice shiny platinum ballz.
I'm so proud of you =)
Platinum anything is good. Ballz are even better.
brass ballz are tacky.
Anything new post worthy since I saw you lo those many years ago? New post, please.
you, like, haven't even updated my new link or anything.
blog, baby.... blog!
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